Becoming Goan by Michelle Mendonça Bambawale

Becoming Goan by Michelle Mendonça Bambawale
Becoming Goan by Michelle Mendonça Bambawale


Goa’s magnetism and its promise of a relaxed, almost bohemian lifestyle, have always attracted admirers and colonizers. Before the locals could make up their minds about such interlopers, Covid-19 brought hordes of them to town―Michelle Mendonça Bambawale was one of them. In June 2020, Michelle found herself moving to the 160-year-old house she had inherited in Siolim, a village in North Goa, with her human and canine family.

Having never lived in Goa before, she couldn’t help but wonder if her Goan ancestry made her an insider or if she would forever remain an outsider. In this memoir, she confronts her complex relationship with her Goan Catholic heritage and explores themes of identity, culture, migration, stereotypes and labels.

She also uncovers some of the uncanniest legends that pervade Siolim, including those of St. Anthony and the Snake, Sao Joao, and the statue of Beethoven. She also takes us back to Siolim and Goa in the 1970s and 1980s, where she spent her summer vacations without paved roads or electricity, pulling water from a well. Today, she dodges reeking septic tankers, earth movers and piling plastic garbage while walking her Labrador, Haruki.

Becoming Goan is a heartfelt and charming story of Michelle’s love for this land that her grandparents left her. She cares deeply about Goa’s biodiversity and is distraught about the environmental impact of tourism, construction and mining. Her devotion to Mother Earth deepens as she learns more about her roots, steeped as they are in syncretic traditions.

My Review:

“Becoming Goan” by Michelle Mendonça Bambawale delves into Michelle’s intricate relationship with her Goan Catholic heritage, exploring themes of identity, culture, migration, and the challenge of fitting into a community where she grapples with the insider-outsider dichotomy.

Through captivating storytelling, the author transports readers to a Goa of the 1970s and 1980s, vividly contrasting the past with the contemporary challenges of the present.

Michelle’s writing style is both heartfelt and charming. She skillfully combines historical and geographical insights with personal experiences, making the exploration of Goa’s history, politics, traditions, and struggles engaging and accessible. The blend of facts and anecdotes creates a narrative that is not only informative but also emotionally resonant.

Readers will appreciate the author’s dedication to environmental concerns, lamenting the impact of tourism, construction, and mining on Goa’s biodiversity. This memoir goes beyond being a personal journey; it becomes a call for environmental awareness rooted in the author’s newfound understanding of her traditions.

I am one of the people that the author points the finger at for being just a tourist — “All we want to do in Goa is go to the shacks, lie on those beach loungers, drink chilled Kingfisher, get massages and relax.” This book is recommended for those seeking more than a tourist’s perspective.

Michelle’s friendly and conversational tone invites readers into her world, sharing not only facts about Goa but also trivia, funny stories, and thoughtful recommendations. The book is a delightful blend of personal reflection and cultural exploration, making it a compelling read for anyone intrigued by the multifaceted beauty of Goa.

Happy Reading!!